graveyard of hearts

You told me," Love is full of lies and Plebian" .Why did you plant and sowed the seed of love like a fire deep inside my heart, it is demanding nourishment and growth, there are no sight of relieve to my heart since you left, it is withering in solitude and tears who will extinguish my burning heart ? Why you wasted my feelings and emotions, you already knew how much harder I fell in love with you ? I need you to care about my love for you 

I should feel loved, wanted and desired by you instead

You left me alone lonely, weary and tired. I'm like an content rose, flower whose whole petals are about to fall.Why your poisonous love, like a snake is wreathing my soul in flames? Poisoning my every vein, It is burning me in ashes, My heart is bleeding profoundly with blood red like a lifeless body lying on a bed for her final journey to her/ his Majesty .Why are you turning my happy soothing soul into bitter lonely and wandered soul searching for her|his final destination? Why my conscionable tongue still mention your name like a prayers every second even in my dreams? 

Why your assuage and delightful memories are now excruciating and bleeding me haunting my soul ? It would have been better if you had buried me alone beneath the ground 10 feets below instead of giving pain for a lifetime..Why did you slay my inner soul and peace with your fake love and concern?Why my soul is burning vigorously in your love and memories?What you will call this volcano eruption boiling inside me in your absence? Why I am cursing my heart for falling in love with you? Why I am feeling my world is trembling under my feet? Why can't I fight back my inner demon of your love ?Why my heart is feeling your presence even in your absence ?Why my lips are permeance your name like a robot?Why you left my heart in pieces? Who is going to stitch the broken pieces of my broken heart back together? Why this scars were gifted to me to stay with me forever? Why your love is slaying my heart like a blade? Why this river of ruin and sorrowful worries are flowing from my eyes?

-Mr.733

Little things

Little things in life matters a lot, especially when you share special bond with special someone, it's always important to make other person feel loved, it's important to let them know from time to time where they stand in your life, it's always important to look and consider other persons perspective before taking a decision in life.

Everything counts from taking care of each other, supporting each other, to listening to each other, to talking to each other even in absolute silence, to spending quality time with each other...

Because like every other good thing even the bond which you two share will be shaken, will have to stand tall against the test of time, test of patients, test of our faith...

Always be willing to put in effort, show love, show respect, show unconditional affection, selfless care, support.

In the ways no other person in their life ever have, ever could, ever will...

Because know this we won't be here together for long, like the sun which sets over the horizon, like the moon which rises above the sky in the night, or like the mountains which stand tall against the winds.

 Know this we won't be here for long... Stand beside the one who is dear to you, who you love, give them all the time that you can ever have, be it any kind of relationship... significant other, love, family,friend, teacher and always show how much you love them.

life is precious, the person who you love is precious, every moment counts...

and to have some one who genuinely cares for you, love you at your best and most importantly at your worse..its the best things that could ever happen to you.

Treasure them...

Treasure that Person and Treasure all the Moments you have with them always.”

-Mr.733

the 'dream' girl

To the girl, i only meet in my dreams,

hey, love,

last night after being numb for hours, i slept. then happened the best thing of my life, we met in my dreams. everything was so perfect there, you were holding my hands without any fear and i was looking into those deep eyes. it was so easy there. when i told you about my feelings, you reciprocated. though i knew it was a dream, i wanted to believe the obvious lie i was telling myself.

it's been 12 hours since then and i am continuously thinking about that dream. i even tried to sleep in the noon with a hope that you would be there again in my dream, but i couldn't sleep. i even don't know that i should be happy about that dream or not, so i choose to be happy because you told me in the dream that you like me smiling.

all the thinking has led me to wonder that what if that dream comes to be true one day, how would i react then, how would i be able to hold you without the fear of waking up, and would i be able to carry that much happiness? but i wish you to be mine, i want to be conscious enough while holding you in my arms, and i want to feel that touch, and to get your fragrance. 

will you be mine?

yours,

if not anything, then an idiot.

(Being a human - there's no limitations for imaginations)

-Mr.733 (#story_teller_sky)

CICATRIX

When you came in my life 

I used to be a broken mess

Pieces of my shattered heart 

Were scattered everywhere

Slowly as the time passed by 

You picked up those pieces 

And built my heart 

As good as new 

But it wasn't though 

It was scarred 

Reminding me of my past 

And the pain I had endured

As we got deeper 

Into the forest of love 

You gave me your heart 

And promised to take care of mine 

I trusted you 

I believed n you 

But then the day came 

Which I dreaded the most

You became careless with my heart 

And soon broke it apart 

Along with the trust 

And the faith that I had in you 

Then like the rest 

You walked away

Like you never cared 

And all I could do was let you go 

With each step you took 

To walked away from me 

You stomped on the heart ,

That you once claimed to be in love with,

Thus marking it with new scars .

Which bled your name 

And through those cracks 

Seeped hope that you will 

One day return 

And correct your mistakes.

But it never happened 

And my heart lost its will to beat 

No one was there to hold me 

Or tell me that it will be alright

The scars which were just on my heart 

Now marked my mind and soul as well 

Which bled loneliness and sorrow 

And which screamed out in pain

-Mr.733(#story_teller_sky)

DOOMED

How can I redeem myself 

For all the mistakes that I've made 

While trying to do the right thing 

For all those choices that i made 

which were doomed from the beginning 

For the million ways I've hurt you 

Without meaning too 

For breaking you apart 

When all you ever did 

Was love me 

For who I was 

And who i could be 

You saw the real me 

Beneath all those barriers I had put up 

And yet I pushed you away 

Maybe I was scared 

That you will 

Like others 

Leave me alone ,

But all you wanted 

Was to stay 

And take care

Of my broken heart

Take care of me 

Forgive me for the horrible things that i did and said;

For pushing you away 

And for giving up on you 

But unlike me 

Even after everything

I made you go through 

And all the hateful things I said you never gave up one 

You always wanted to stay 

But i kept pushing you away 

Each time you came a little close

Close enough to see all my wounds 

And all those scars 

Which tells tho story of my past 

I pushed you away to the point

From where there was no return 

Now you don't care 

You have moved on 

And I am left with nothing 

No one to talk 

Or share my feelings with 

Things turned down 

And i am the reason why everything I had slipped away 

From my very own hands...(to be continued)

nEVER MinE

You were there with your friends 

I was a loner 

Who admired you 

From afar 

I was falling for you

But you weren't there to catch me 

Yes i loved you

But you didn't even know me.

Then one fine day

You crossed my path 

And glanced at me 

With an emotionless face 

You walked away 

That was the day 

I saw the pain 

In your dark black eyes 

Making me wonder 

What could be the reason 

For the dried tears 

Behind your eyes.

Days passed by 

You didn't notice me again 

You seemed busy with your friends 

And i was busy making plans 

To talk to you somehow 

But it never happened 

We never talked 

Or shared a laugh together 

All the special  something's 

I had panned for us 

Just remained a dream of mine 

I was happy to even see you smile 

But i was sad within

The thing was that 

I was always yours 

But you were never mine.

-Mr. 733 (#story_teller_sky)

the "DRAFT"

The "DRAFT":

Unsent Love-letter

So, I am writing this again. I still don't know about the fate of this letter. I don't know if these words I write for you will ever reach to you or not for we don't share the same connection as we used to but as they say if it is meant to be, it will happen, so with hope, I am writing this letter again. Maybe someone will share this with you after reading this, but it can't be me, it won't be me, it shouldn't be me.

Love stays, love remains fresh, love remains hidden in the heart and what not. It all sounds cliche, right? But it is true, maybe that's why it sounds so familiar for at some point in our life, we all feel so, don't we? My love is the same, pure and honest. I don't know what others feel about it, but my love is selfless, it knows no boundary, it knows nothing about distance, but it knows about you, or I should say it only knows about you. The white face, soft cheeks, eyes that it likes to remain half-opened, blond hair, the magical lips, and a smile that feels like home. Perfect. Oh! How gorgeous you are! How can I not fall in love with you with every breath, how? 

But I never help my words to reach to you. I have lost the count how many times I have poured my love on paper after decorating with beautiful words, how many times I have typed the letters, how many times I have almost hit the send button. Almost. But almost can never be enough. How I have believed that you almost love me, How many times you have almost told me that you too love me. Almost. I don't even have the courage to write another letter. Maybe, this would be the last. Maybe, this will reach you. Maybe. Somehow. Miracles happen, right? My love doesn't even deserve a miracle? Can this luck be so cruel?

Whatever. I love you. I find solace in your smile, my heart finds you beautiful, and my eyes feel so comfortable doing nothing but looking at you continuously, have you ever noticed that they stop blinking, I have. Be mine. This heart has built a home, stay in it.

Yours, 

Mr.733 (#story_teller_sky)