DOOMED

How can I redeem myself 

For all the mistakes that I've made 

While trying to do the right thing 

For all those choices that i made 

which were doomed from the beginning 

For the million ways I've hurt you 

Without meaning too 

For breaking you apart 

When all you ever did 

Was love me 

For who I was 

And who i could be 

You saw the real me 

Beneath all those barriers I had put up 

And yet I pushed you away 

Maybe I was scared 

That you will 

Like others 

Leave me alone ,

But all you wanted 

Was to stay 

And take care

Of my broken heart

Take care of me 

Forgive me for the horrible things that i did and said;

For pushing you away 

And for giving up on you 

But unlike me 

Even after everything

I made you go through 

And all the hateful things I said you never gave up one 

You always wanted to stay 

But i kept pushing you away 

Each time you came a little close

Close enough to see all my wounds 

And all those scars 

Which tells tho story of my past 

I pushed you away to the point

From where there was no return 

Now you don't care 

You have moved on 

And I am left with nothing 

No one to talk 

Or share my feelings with 

Things turned down 

And i am the reason why everything I had slipped away 

From my very own hands...(to be continued)