Monday, April 29, 2019

top & bottom

I love her
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
she’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without her
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
she’s not the one.

Now read from bottom to top.

if you could read my mind


If you could read my mind,
You’d see a thousand papers
Filled with broken poetries
And deadbeat proses
Full of woeful verses
With mournful pieces
Of unfinished stories
That are yet to be written
And failed to be spoken;
If you could read my mind,
You’d hear horrible screams
And earsplitting weeps
From shattered dreams,
Kept in a nasty notepad,
Scribbled on a bed
Of bloodstained words,
Ringing in my head.
If you could read my mind,
You’d see the shadows
That lurk within me;
You’d hear the bellows,
Screeching the words
“I’m tired,”
“I’m a failure,”
“I’m ****** –”
I know it sounds ******,
It’s pathetically foolish
And seems too *******.
If you could read my mind,
You’d feel the tears
I had ever failed to cry;
You’d see the people
That make the weak weaker;
You’d see the monsters
That consume my head;
You’d hear the hollers
That failed to be freed;
You’d see the heart
That still bleeds and bleeds.
If you could read my mind,
You’d see the face
I’ve failed to show back then,
The face I’ve faked back then.
If you could read my mind,
You’d see a character
I had ever failed to become
If you could read my mind,
You’d be able to read
A book you never wished
To touch and read,
But sometimes I still wish 
Someone could read my mind.

-Mr.733

living this way


There's a few ways of living 
I don't like to live 
This
Way
If living like this means
Laying on the couch
Pitying myself
For all of my problems
Then I don't wanna live
This 
Way
I've got a drink in my hand
And whiskey in a bottle
Tiring myself
I'm too tired to swallow
If whiskey is my pride
Then I swig the whole bottle
Tastes so good but I'm 
Too tired to swallow 
I don't wanna live 
This
Way
Well like they say
You need to change yourself
I want to live
That 
Way.

-Mr.733

One day

One day, night will come and the sun will shine no more,
One day, it would be no day at all and the moon will be alone,
That day, the stars will peek from the holes
That day, the sleep will enter our souls
One day..
your eyes will open and you'll see...
what you lost by then, 
i won't be waiting anymore,
One day I stop checking your last seen,
One day I sleep before you sleep,
One day I stop expecting things from you,
One day I stop saving your photos,
One day I smile seeing you with someone else...
One day when you look for me you won't find me
and in your heart
there'll be no one left to tell you
which path I took and where I forgot you.

One day when you open your eyes
I won't be here I'll have taken another path
and forgotten you.

You'll look north and south
to where the sun is born and where it hides
where the four roads meet
you'll look crazy, searching for my footprints.

Who knows what rains
and what winds
will have swept them away.
-Mr.733 (#story_teller_sky)

the number you are calling is busy


Alert :
Dear Airtel users ;
When you call to a person, these words may be annoying,
If it says "Currently Busy" can understand the present situation / (blocked😏),
If it says "Out of coverage" can understand that it's not reachable / (flight mode),
If it says "Speaking to someone else" can understand the priority,
But, when it says "The person you are calling is not answering" what else can be understood!!..
There may be many thoughts running in mind.How can it say that without even speaking and not questioning, the person is not answering. 
Some contacts are like unable to block, unable to delete, unable to forget they have a reserved place in our hearts & minds.
To show some attitude to me I'll be like "don't feel special, I only keep your number in my phone so I know not to answer when you call" but deep inside it speaks " I just want to flash your number on my screen rather than you flash on my mind".
In the end when your hope of that call dies, you think of the days when everything was fine , it takes time to sink everything, everything you want was parted, respect the fate, choose your own way, there is happiness all around, it's a beautiful day. 
Smile it happened.😊✌
-Mr.733

its a never hi bye


its a "Never 'Hi' BYE"
(Never hi, never Bye) 
The two hardest things to say in life is hello for the first time and goodbye for the last, though many of the times the goodbyes are unspoken in many stories at the end.
every one has a person/s in their life at an instant of time, 
like the clouds passing the SKY for sometime,
many stories to tell to the world yet ended up forgetting in peace..
The person reading this..yes..U..you too had a lot to tell to your loved and beside ones but failed to omit out, doesn't it feels like something heavy in our heart & during the last message of a conversation we often text as BYE..and we don't even know that BYE is a temporary GOODBYE..
In our lives we had people where we ended with them listening to their last bye.& we don't even know that it becomes a Never hi bye
(Had a lot to tell in brief, will be continued in part_2)
-Mr.733 (#story_teller_sky)

souvenir


Memories…. Always there
never spare
to scare
they stare
and snare
relentless
they swear 
my despair!

not a prayer
to breathe air!

never fair!

always tare
here and there
mentally
everywhere!

I'm elsewhere

back in time
times behind
hit rewind 
as tears flare
past glares
I dare... WARFARE!

beware 
prepare
nightmares 
rip to pairs!

memories
to replace
and erase

no space
for disgrace
give it face
past deface
earn my place

win the race!

up the pace
live in grace
life embrace
.
They say the mind replays what the heart can't erase
It's such a shame that this SOUVENIR had to be lost in presence of absence
We might have drifted apart, but your path and mine crossed for a reason
For sure if we are meant to be together then will probably meet again
Somewhere far away but not here not now 
It's time to let this go, time to write this off and cut you off.
See the good in goodbye
-Mr.733